My mind is taken away

I can't think about anything more important than you. The thought that if I put something else before you scares me. I don't wanna lose you, yet it hurts waiting for you to become available. It's sad that I can't ever tell you these painful things when we're together. These sorta thoughts never occur to me when I'm talking with u or when I'm texting u. Even if they do pop up in my mind, I try to ignore it because moments with you are so rare and special to me that I don't wanna waste it making unhappy memories. My mind is always wrapped around the thought of being with you. It might be big it could be small but it's always there. I keep thinking that we'll finally do something together. There's so much I wanna talk to you about. I wanna tell you what I think about, how my day was, our possible future but more so I wanna know more things about you. I like being with you, I like how you are capable of cheering me up, I love your laugh, your distinct smell and creativity. You're very cute, and imporant. I really like spending time with you because you're someone I wanna be with. I know you're busy and I really don't wanna seem like the needy type. I just needed to clear my mind.