Every since I was a child I always associated love with girls; its just how I was influenced. =] this emotion that I feel usually troubles my chest area near my heart. its not a bad feeling on the contrary I actually like this feeling a lot. I feel as though I just wanna give my everything to this other person. Sure, I'm scared as hell, nervous, shaking but aren't those just signs that I really cherish this person. Its as though this person became special, delicate like my own life. When they're in pain, I feel a bit of it too.
I LOVE YOU
i don't say it out of habit
or to make conversation
I say it to remind you
that you're the best thing
that ever happened to me"
kristine. in one sentence you're my everything. I know i often times I overuse the phrase "I love you" but i don't just say it out of nowhere I said it to remind you that you have someone that really cares for you.
here's a poem that sums up why I'm scared
I don't want anyone else
to have your heart.
I don't want anyone else
to kiss your lips
I don't want anyone else
to be in your arms
I don't want anyone else
to be the one you love
I'm scared because
I don't want anyone
to take my place."
I know that we are not as tight as we were but we'll make it through. I don't even want to consider losing you. as selfish as that might sound that how I feel. I'm NOT saying to that you stop focusing on school -_____-. I know the importance of education and that you really care about it. things will get better, it will. I'll try harder much harder. dont take this as bothersome for me, I'm simply doing this for us. I don't want you to see this as you're fault cause its not. Its just challenges. I know you changed, and thats fine the part im worried about it when you don't have any feeling left for us. anything could be fixed just stick with me.
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