Friday, November 5, 2010

vampire diaries

It is a must watch series. In a way it reminds me of GG but its so much less modern day drama. There are so many twists that keeps me interested for every minute of the show. Personally I like this more than the twilight series; I don't know why Twilight just seems like it was more directed towards girls than guys. VD is different, sure its still about a girl but there is always a mystery ^^ (<3 mysteries)

I love the character developement; it is so diverse and completely unique when comparing to the other 20 to 30 characters. Its so crazy I finally watched the new-er ones and it blew me away. They finally locked away Katherine =] (that bitch needed to die)ironic too Damon was the one that sealed her up lol and he loved her too. <3++

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

what is love

:/ I often question myself this.
There has been so many variation; I'm not sure what to believe.

Is it when my heart pounds on my chest when I see her?
Is it when I find myself thinking about her?

She's not like the other girls.

She is true to herself, strong willed, not fancy, cute, fair, reliable, she is even capable of beating me up ^^ LMAO <3 I like when you try =]

I wish it was another 10 or 20 years into the future and she's my wife already and possibly...children? o_o I really wonder how they'll look like *dot dot dot* he he he

just wanted to express what I thought was love =]

Monday, October 4, 2010

I'd hold you like this

I wish i could comfort you sweetie.
:/ words on a computer screen dont really do it you know.

Saturday, September 11, 2010

Self-reflection

I wish i was in a church right now...2 O'clock in the morning...kneeling with a candle on the side.

I wanna just reflect on what i value, what my goals are, what I see as importance.
For many people, social status and a career is a crucial part in their lives. I'm not agruing that it isn't. Being supportive is good in the long run but I value many other things. I think just being a good person throughout your life is a good trait. I belive that those who are true, kind and fair shall be rewarded when we die. Sure a good career and a lot of money is great, but how much of that wealth could we really carry to the afterlife (if there is one).

All I know is, I could be the poorest person on earth, a complete fool and still be happy. Some of you might think that I am too simple, chill or carefree and that is understandable. My values in life are not the same as your and shouldn't they be? we're all humans but were not identical are we.

I just know that I wanna be honest as much as possible,
I wanna be able to help others,
I wanna be joe,
I just wanna be respected
I wanna be happy.

If i could wish for anything it would be so I wouldn't have to worry about what others think about me. I worry about it alot. I always have a fear about failing to meet someones expectations. dad wants me to be a technition for X-ray machines and Im alright with that. as of right now i dont really have any interest of my own. when I think about this, it kind of makes me sad. I mean, whenever Im at school, everyone i know are soo sure of what they wanna be, what they wanna do with their lives. Everytime i reflect about what I wanna value in my life...I would have to say my very own kid. I know I dont have one but future wise, I know that I will love him/her. I will raise them to be good people.

If I was at the church, I'd be asking God about what I should do? are my values wrong? am I not being realistic?

Monday, August 2, 2010

first dayt of work

over all? it was good but, I did run into one annoying customer.
my God -____- there are separation stick for a reason
so what happened was there was this group of girls before this man right and they had alot of stuff and they had the intention of separating some of the stuff so they could pay individually which was fine. They did not tell ME though the CASHIER so I thought it all went together. Then the freaken dude behind them didn't even set the bar thing so I scaned his shit with the rest of them -_______- I didn't wanna say anything cause I was "working" but thats just pretty stupid.

and he had the nerve to get bitchy at me too -_____-. I just wanted to make sure that everything was correct and that everyone got their things. I was so confused I just started over. I voided the old one and started rescaning now. I checked the girls out then continued with the man. as he grabbed the ketchup and some spray thing I already bagged. I asked him if that was his, he immediately said "OF COURSE IT IS!" but I check just in case though and he was right.

freaken customers man. most of them were nice but man that foreign guy has some anger issues.

mmm besides that, I think the fashion on glasses might come back to big frames. last time i went to get new glasses I got big frames and yes cause of taylor swift. They looked good kay. so after that, I started seeing more and more big frames. I saw one on this girl yesterday and I thought *whoa those look cool* =] yeah

work yesterday was 8 hours long. 8.25 dollars an hour so thats about 66 dollars right? the only thing I dont like about long hours like that is because I dont like standing and in this case I have to stand. I had 2 breaks and one lunch. breaks are 15min and lunches are 45 min. however, towards the end my supervisor called me back to work even though I hadn't had my break yet. eh whatever its fine.

I did fail though. there were two customers that new the system better than me -_____- sadness. what else did i fail at...i forgot.

I did go to church yesterday =] in the morning like 9:30 am. -______- but the mass was fun though. it was kind of humorous. the father was like "ullluuuulluuu" idk how to explain it it sounded like indians. i also liked the sermon, interesting. there was this vietnamese family infront of us. (mom, dad, two brothers, and a sister. boys were about 10 and she was about 3 or 4. I liked her ^_____^ shes kind of a trouble maker but she's really cute and she like to play with everyone. she tickled or what she thought was tickling her brothers lol. then when it was time to offer money she was nervous but then ran and put it into the basket and went back to mom to get more. after doin it like 3 times her mome didn't have anything else to give her and the little girl just goes grabs her moms bag which was about the same size as her LMAO. it looked like the load was too much for her =] cute. then when it was time to kneel she stood on the kneeling thing while the rest of the family kneeled. she then got to her knees and was like "daddy loook" and her dad was like "good job! :D" *thumbs up* she got up though and went to her mom. there wasn't any space between the mom and the son so what the little girl did was she pushed both of them right from the middle and made her own little spot ^_______^ wth! right? I thought that was pretty cute.

Sunday, August 1, 2010

Joe on Cloud 9




yeah thats right! thats what I feel like right now.
imma sleep easy tonight.
good day good day.
if any joe...remember that today was a good day and that you confronted and got it out of yo system
Cloud 9 baby Cloud 9
idk where that is but it sounds like it feels reeeeaaaallll good
also "new record" *congratulations joe*
yes..yes it was amazing.
i've never made so many great jokes in my entire life and i just threw it all down tonight.
it was *think* im sorry folks the only word i could possible think of is EPIC
yes, thats right EPIC I said it was EPIC.
why do you ask? Beeeecauseeee it was that good? thats right!
MAN I FEEL GOOD. I FEEL LIKE "Im glowing" LMAO
Good stuff Good stuff.
I could get pissed on by my baby cousin again and I still would we in a outstanding mood. that my friend is Cloud 9.
Idk why I keep sayin that lol. I don't even know what Im saying anymore. Im crazy people~ I just wanted to document this as the day Joe reached Cloud 9.
I didn't wanna say Maximum happiness because that just meant that I won't ever be happier and that thought kinda made me sad so I just called it Cloud 9.
I also called it Cloud 9 because It was in "Magic" by B.O.B.
good song good song

Does it sound like im high? not that I would know what high was like but if I had to guess...than this is pretty damn close I think.
Good day today Good day.

thank you God, its been a wonderful day. I wished all my days were like this but we can't all live in happiness always right? anyways thank you thank you thank you. Let hope for an even better day tomorrow ^________^

what to blog about

well, big number today...I got peed on. my little cousin couldn't control his bladder yet so he leaked on me as I was holding him. when I put him down I saw that my sleeve was wet.

I was like wth? I know he drooled on me on my shoulder but I my arm was holding him. then it struck me, I smelled the shirt and it smelled gross. I turned him around and noticed that his pants leaked right in the middle -_______-

I have no idea how I didn't notice that my arm got wet. I didn't even feel it get warmer at all. gay~ so I went to the restroom and poured water on my sleeve for and then grabbed some paper and headed outside to air dry but the stench was still there. grooossssss.

of course I changed when I got home, so its all good.
kristine....hmmmm. idk. yeah i don't think imma let you guys know about this subject. I just a secret that just stays with me and only me.

party was okay. i smiled alot, at everyone and everything actually. the food was decent.

my tongue has a tiny hole from eatting tooo much hot food. damn you smoke eatters D:< I want it too heal. heal. HEALLLLLLL.

I have work tomorrow at 1:45 till 9:45 that should be interesting =]
gotta get better at this.

i think thats all for now