I love leadership, I love being surrounded by my church buddies but I really don't wanna go to the TA program each week for like 10 weeks or so. On top of that the program is at some other place that starts at 3:00 -.- class ends at 3:30. I don't know if its even worth it anymore. I already packed with school work, and my social life. To add, I can't drive so I don't get to decide where I wanna go. Sometimes peter decides to go to the mall and if I walked it would take longer so I have to follow. There's too much that could go wrong and too much dependence on me, I scared that it'll just crumble on me all at once and I'll be blamed. If my grades fall, parents yell, restrictions are made, and everything will be like a prison. I remember someone once said that "you can't have it all, something has to go"
Idk 30 minutes each saturday seems like a waste to me. I would rather just come back and see how everyone is doing.
The only thing that i feel bad about is Monica. I asked to become a TA, her TA and now I'm just gonna walk off and leave? thats hella messed up. idk , I thinking of talking to her about the program. hopefully, there will be a way for me to still be the TA but not attend those TA program classes =/
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just tell her you're too busy honey.
ReplyDeletei'm sure she'll understand..
There are other ways to help than just TA'ing. Whatever you decide, let her know, keep her in the loop. That's much better than keeping it all to yourself 'til it really does crumble. If you tell keep her informed, she'll understand. If you disappear because you're busy for a long time, her reaction will be more like "WTF? Where'd he go?"
ReplyDelete-Alan Ho
thanks you guys
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