I ignored kristine today...again (second time). we were agruing yesterday and I didn't wanna resolve it cause we were about to sleep. anyways day came, and she was expecting me to say hi, give a hug, ask it she was okay. I failed all of that. so freaken ashamed of myself. I messed up this time. the pain is finally getting to me. its starting to hurt. the guilt the pain, seeing her not responding to me as fast anymore. how she doesnt know what to say. it hurts the most when you said that it was hurting you so much, how I abandoned you at spc. I look at myself and i just think -you're so fucked up, how could you do that to her, you freaken idiot! Ahhhhh!- I dont like when I mess up with you.
I feel like a big human piece of shit sigh.
sorry sweetie
I'll to be better, forgive me
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