I'll tell you the truth...this isn't enough for me. I don't have enough time with you...alone. I just wonder if I can keep this up. If I can go to your school, hangout with wilson and barely have anytime with you. I travel 3 hours and 3 times a week just for you. I don't know if I can do this any longer. sigh. I really want to see you. At times like these, I just really resent your mother -.- she just screwed everything up.
I want more time...thats all I'm asking...
i'm honestly trying as best as i can to make time for you. but it sure as hell is not working.
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i really need to do better this year..
but if i try to make time for you.. then i'm gonna fail in school..
i really am sorry.
you do see and hang out with wilson more than you do with me.. that is really sad.
i am trying to do everything as best as i can..
just know.. i'll never be free until i'm a senior (most likely.)
im really sorry..