Worrying

to recap on the top of my head, I've been distressing. Lots of school work is cramming at me at once. I dont have the freedom to do as I please anymore. I have a midterm tomorrow and I have no idea what is gonna be on it. Tet Trung Thu was fun, it was a chill day before homework so I tried to be happy, possitive and have lots of fun. Caught some fish at first, but it got really packed so I moved to help the teachers with balloons. It was so bad, it was in the middle of like...no where just the sun. it got really hot, so when we switched helium tanks I just went elsewhere. Thai tea was alright, the first one was really bland, the second one was okay except they basically only gave me ice. The meat was good. mass was alright, really hot and the bees kept flying around me T-T. I got some alone time with kristine, it was good while we were alone. I missed the "fish drinking contest" (so weird)

At night huy and I passed out candy and chips. I helpped out taking down some tents, put away chairs and bought more thai tea. I didn't grab a lantern this year :/ oh well. After wards we went to smoke eatters. wasn't really hungry just watched everyone else eat. I drank lemonade and sprite. Afterward we decided to walk around down town and ended up at school. we came back and drove Kathleen, Richy, and Nang home.

Driving was okay. I didn't like how I was unable to back the car up. I dont know how, and dad tried to explain it to me but I still didn't get it so ugh. He made these remarks that slowly aggravated me. I was angry and kinda stepped harder on the gas but I was still cautious of everything.

I have math homework due today. I had three hours to do it but I just didn't understand it. I guess I'll let it go this time :/ I don't like how life is going right now. school is too time consuming i dont have time for anything I wanna do. :/