Graduation

My graduation is coming up in like two or three weeks.
soo~ close yet sooo~ far away. In my mind two weeks seems sooo little, yet when I'm in class it feels like its taking forever. School is really trying to kill me. Why do they keep assigning projects or other assignments that cost hella points. It's really draining my grade. I've never been really good at school stuff. I even used to thing I wouldn't live long enough to apply it, I realized that was all just childish thoughts and quickly grew out of it. But still, I can't seem to get a good grade no matter how hard I try. You know what they always say, "I thought asians were supposed to be smart?" I not that smart, At most I'm just a B student. I guess I should be glad that my parent don't rant about it cause I can't get straight A's. I sometimes feel as though I failed at meeting other people's expectations. I don't like to fail at things, makes me sad and stuff. I stress alot about grades, especially this year. I really screwed up and my grades are scaring me.