Dance
as though no one is watching you
Love
as though you have never been hurt before
Sing
as though no one can hear you
Live
as though heaven is on earth. - Souza
I was searching for new backgrounds for my ipod and I came across some really nice quotes ;D
yeah I stayed up pretty late yesterday xP but yeah I wanted to find as many as I could or else it starts all over :/
yeah~ idk I'm pretty sure most of us are damaged in different ways and what happens is we retract, isolate, we put up great barriers of protection so that we won't be hurt ever again. Idk, to me, I really like this quote. It offers a peaceful resolution, but yeah~ I just wanted to get this out there x]
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Graduation
My graduation is coming up in like two or three weeks.
soo~ close yet sooo~ far away. In my mind two weeks seems sooo little, yet when I'm in class it feels like its taking forever. School is really trying to kill me. Why do they keep assigning projects or other assignments that cost hella points. It's really draining my grade. I've never been really good at school stuff. I even used to thing I wouldn't live long enough to apply it, I realized that was all just childish thoughts and quickly grew out of it. But still, I can't seem to get a good grade no matter how hard I try. You know what they always say, "I thought asians were supposed to be smart?" I not that smart, At most I'm just a B student. I guess I should be glad that my parent don't rant about it cause I can't get straight A's. I sometimes feel as though I failed at meeting other people's expectations. I don't like to fail at things, makes me sad and stuff. I stress alot about grades, especially this year. I really screwed up and my grades are scaring me.
soo~ close yet sooo~ far away. In my mind two weeks seems sooo little, yet when I'm in class it feels like its taking forever. School is really trying to kill me. Why do they keep assigning projects or other assignments that cost hella points. It's really draining my grade. I've never been really good at school stuff. I even used to thing I wouldn't live long enough to apply it, I realized that was all just childish thoughts and quickly grew out of it. But still, I can't seem to get a good grade no matter how hard I try. You know what they always say, "I thought asians were supposed to be smart?" I not that smart, At most I'm just a B student. I guess I should be glad that my parent don't rant about it cause I can't get straight A's. I sometimes feel as though I failed at meeting other people's expectations. I don't like to fail at things, makes me sad and stuff. I stress alot about grades, especially this year. I really screwed up and my grades are scaring me.
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Senior Ball xD
It was really fun but I'll cover that later xP
so like it was the last day at St. Patricks and we got trophes.
we served lots of food, drinks, watermelon, and stuff.
afterwards we had a leadership meeting, and certificates
I was sorta bummed out when Hai was giving the last certificate because it didn't sound like me. Half of the stuff got through but I blanked out, and I just heard "he would go great lengths, he will use all sorts of transportation, he will listen to you" and alot more but yeah; sorrry Hai >.<
Then I heard him call my name and I was like, "huh?" o.o and he was like "you deserved it" :( and then I heard a long, long, LONG, applause lmao xD
I kinda wish I had it recorded and play his speech over again. hahaha. I hella thought that he was gonna say alan so yeah; sorry Hai x]
after that we ate and stuff and I left at 3:30 to prepare for the Ball.
I got home, showered...again, got dressed, printed out maps to marwins house to get the corsage stuff, and another from there to kristine's house.
I brushed my teeth, finish dressing up, charge the camera, and cleaned out the Mercedes. It was HOOOTTTTTTTTTT.
so yeah finding marwins house wall really hard, too many turns, and the his street was hella small.
anyways, I got the flowers and left for kristine's house with my dad as the driver, and mom in shotgun.
When we got there I saw her parents, wilson in his boxers smiling and there really really funny aunt xD.
We took alot of pictures and wilson was filming the whole time. Afterwards we put on the corsage and boutonniere and were on our way. The ride there was hella funny xD
My parents started listening to some hella weird music lmao.
when we got there I saw my friend Joseph and his girlfriend and we went in.
we were kinda lost and started wondering around and followed where everyone else went x]We founded the photography section and reception table but just wondered around a bit. Kristine somehow is related to Vincent (vinh) soo that was interesting. I was my group of friends and went to say hi and introduce Kristine to them. We decided to take the picture before hand so we waited.
we stood in line for awhile but we got outta line to fix the boutonniere cause it was supposed to go on the blazer not the vest. so we fixed that and got back in line. we were kinda nervous because we didn't know what pose we should take so we decided to have them pose us. so thats what we did, the dude was really cool he was like "that's why im here" lmao but yeah got the pictures so we went to the reception table.
from there I found my group at the table but they got full so we switched to an empty table and grabbed food. After awhile our table started to be surrounded by black people, yeeeeeeeaaah, it got really weird so we finished our food and decided to check out the hotel. we walked around. Went upstairs and saw some pictures took a picture with the "bear in shades" and went back down. After that Mr. Lyter was having his usual photography sections and we decided to get in line and take it. Kristine met some more people and that line was long lmao. After we took the picture I think we walked around some more. we found a map and decided to check out the pool and the gift shop. the gift shop was closed :( so we went towards the pool, we saw glass windows on the ceiling and I took a picture of that. We walked back and I decided to take a picture of her with the shoe polish station thingmabob.
After that it was King and Queen, we were so blocked lmao.
Anyways it was slow song so we got on the floor and danced then escaped went it was back to fast beat songs. yeah, I wasn't in the mood to dance, on top of that I start getting stomach pains and she didn't wanna dance so it all worked out.
we just chilled at one of the tables outside and talked, took pictures.
After a really long time my friends came out and told us to go in and dance but yeah.
so I told them, maybe later or like nawww we didn't wanna dance. So they told us, dude your gonna dance, we're gonna come back in 5 mins to get you in there.
I seriously didn't thing they were actually gonna do it but they did xD
four of em came out, one grabbed my arms, the other grabbed my legs and carried me to the dance for. lmao. Jimmy was hella surprise cause he was like "where the heck'd you come from?!" so the left me there and started goin after kristine so I was like heck no; you guys are not gonna carry her so I stopped them. lol
they told us that were gonna come back in another 5 mins and we were like time to run. so we wait till they went in and walk far from the dance floor. from there we just talked, more pictures, music, there was someone playing the piano. yeah we chilled till it was 12:30 and called home.
My parents were on there way and picked up up and drove her home.
from there I went home, changed, ate some more, and went to sleep
Overall, It was really fun xD
so like it was the last day at St. Patricks and we got trophes.
we served lots of food, drinks, watermelon, and stuff.
afterwards we had a leadership meeting, and certificates
I was sorta bummed out when Hai was giving the last certificate because it didn't sound like me. Half of the stuff got through but I blanked out, and I just heard "he would go great lengths, he will use all sorts of transportation, he will listen to you" and alot more but yeah; sorrry Hai >.<
Then I heard him call my name and I was like, "huh?" o.o and he was like "you deserved it" :( and then I heard a long, long, LONG, applause lmao xD
I kinda wish I had it recorded and play his speech over again. hahaha. I hella thought that he was gonna say alan so yeah; sorry Hai x]
after that we ate and stuff and I left at 3:30 to prepare for the Ball.
I got home, showered...again, got dressed, printed out maps to marwins house to get the corsage stuff, and another from there to kristine's house.
I brushed my teeth, finish dressing up, charge the camera, and cleaned out the Mercedes. It was HOOOTTTTTTTTTT.
so yeah finding marwins house wall really hard, too many turns, and the his street was hella small.
anyways, I got the flowers and left for kristine's house with my dad as the driver, and mom in shotgun.
When we got there I saw her parents, wilson in his boxers smiling and there really really funny aunt xD.
We took alot of pictures and wilson was filming the whole time. Afterwards we put on the corsage and boutonniere and were on our way. The ride there was hella funny xD
My parents started listening to some hella weird music lmao.
when we got there I saw my friend Joseph and his girlfriend and we went in.
we were kinda lost and started wondering around and followed where everyone else went x]We founded the photography section and reception table but just wondered around a bit. Kristine somehow is related to Vincent (vinh) soo that was interesting. I was my group of friends and went to say hi and introduce Kristine to them. We decided to take the picture before hand so we waited.
we stood in line for awhile but we got outta line to fix the boutonniere cause it was supposed to go on the blazer not the vest. so we fixed that and got back in line. we were kinda nervous because we didn't know what pose we should take so we decided to have them pose us. so thats what we did, the dude was really cool he was like "that's why im here" lmao but yeah got the pictures so we went to the reception table.
from there I found my group at the table but they got full so we switched to an empty table and grabbed food. After awhile our table started to be surrounded by black people, yeeeeeeeaaah, it got really weird so we finished our food and decided to check out the hotel. we walked around. Went upstairs and saw some pictures took a picture with the "bear in shades" and went back down. After that Mr. Lyter was having his usual photography sections and we decided to get in line and take it. Kristine met some more people and that line was long lmao. After we took the picture I think we walked around some more. we found a map and decided to check out the pool and the gift shop. the gift shop was closed :( so we went towards the pool, we saw glass windows on the ceiling and I took a picture of that. We walked back and I decided to take a picture of her with the shoe polish station thingmabob.
After that it was King and Queen, we were so blocked lmao.
Anyways it was slow song so we got on the floor and danced then escaped went it was back to fast beat songs. yeah, I wasn't in the mood to dance, on top of that I start getting stomach pains and she didn't wanna dance so it all worked out.
we just chilled at one of the tables outside and talked, took pictures.
After a really long time my friends came out and told us to go in and dance but yeah.
so I told them, maybe later or like nawww we didn't wanna dance. So they told us, dude your gonna dance, we're gonna come back in 5 mins to get you in there.
I seriously didn't thing they were actually gonna do it but they did xD
four of em came out, one grabbed my arms, the other grabbed my legs and carried me to the dance for. lmao. Jimmy was hella surprise cause he was like "where the heck'd you come from?!" so the left me there and started goin after kristine so I was like heck no; you guys are not gonna carry her so I stopped them. lol
they told us that were gonna come back in another 5 mins and we were like time to run. so we wait till they went in and walk far from the dance floor. from there we just talked, more pictures, music, there was someone playing the piano. yeah we chilled till it was 12:30 and called home.
My parents were on there way and picked up up and drove her home.
from there I went home, changed, ate some more, and went to sleep
Overall, It was really fun xD
Monday, May 11, 2009
Why does this always happen
I can't find a reason why our family is so dis functional at times.
I always enjoy them when they/we aren't always fighting.
As of right now, I have some drama with my brother, and my parents having what I'd like to call their "phase".
But yeah, our house is kinda flimsy right now. It might even crash...It's possible you know.
sigh, stressful. I think the one thing that made it better was the light a life charity dinner and Kristine's birthday party. They got my mind off of things, which is a good thing. I would really like a movie, and some really good ice cream.
I was back to my old self today, I gave people money.
I wonder if its going to became a habit, is this what happens when I'm depress?! I start giving out money?! hmmm, I'll have to watch out now. sigh
anyways,I bought chocolate today and stuffed myself, I guess that means I'm depressed, right?
so as I was about to throw away the Hershey's wrapper, a nice dude asks me if I had one dollar to spare. I gave him a dollar and walked home.
I ate some rice with shrimp, and I saw Ice cream so I ate alot.
I really need a hair cut. its getting out of control >.<
I always enjoy them when they/we aren't always fighting.
As of right now, I have some drama with my brother, and my parents having what I'd like to call their "phase".
But yeah, our house is kinda flimsy right now. It might even crash...It's possible you know.
sigh, stressful. I think the one thing that made it better was the light a life charity dinner and Kristine's birthday party. They got my mind off of things, which is a good thing. I would really like a movie, and some really good ice cream.
I was back to my old self today, I gave people money.
I wonder if its going to became a habit, is this what happens when I'm depress?! I start giving out money?! hmmm, I'll have to watch out now. sigh
anyways,I bought chocolate today and stuffed myself, I guess that means I'm depressed, right?
so as I was about to throw away the Hershey's wrapper, a nice dude asks me if I had one dollar to spare. I gave him a dollar and walked home.
I ate some rice with shrimp, and I saw Ice cream so I ate alot.
I really need a hair cut. its getting out of control >.<
Thursday, May 7, 2009
Life took a new road yesterday
Weird week it has been. I've been lost in thought and really moody cause of how things are.
I ain't gonna tell the whole story cause...i guess I'm just tired of repeating myself.
Life is good and all, but house life is boring, being told what to do is a bitch and just when life couldn't piss me off, it shoves a crap load of drama into my face.
I've been stressing a lot and that's "normal" cause everyone else stresses, right?
I'm stressing because of the fact that lately all I hear are demands, orders, asshole talk.
I know I owe my parents, especially my mom; but to do most of the chores everytime?
WTF?! hello, peter isn't dead ya know; he goes to school, then work then comes home.
So why the hell do I keep hearing my name, "Quang" take out the trash;
"Quang" wash this; "Quang" carry in the groceries.
Do I have like selected hearing or something, cause I see absolutely bullshit goin on.
Then thing that shoved me off the cliff the most was Peter AKA asshole!
You know, funny thing how I keep making the same mistake all the time.
So like for most of my life, I've always saved Peter's ass. I have lied, I have given him money when he was in debt, and he didn't pay me back right away. "Hell to the no"-Nang
When I let him borrow my money, he pays its a couple of weeks later at most, sometimes a few months, but mostly? He pays me back a year or so. Funny huh.
So I had 10 tickets for the Charity Dinner right? I tried selling them but no one I sold it to wanted to buy so I ended up with 8 tickets. Hai, calls and ask for 4, and to give the rest to Peter.
At first I was commited to not giving it to Peter because I knew he was gonna invite the asshole that made me wait in a car for 45mins doin nothing, but I gave into what hai said.
Wait, back track a bit; so like I sold two tickets and had $30 in my room, the "asshole" decided oh! I'm in need of money right now so I'll just take this $10. W-T-F!!!!!
anywayss, back to the presence; so Peter comes home and asks for the tickets.
I told him to give me the money first, cause to ensure that I didn't have to pay out of my own pocket right. He say, oh I'll pay you some other time so I'm like, wth hell no. I told him that he'll get the tickets if he pays me back the money that wasn't even mine to begin with.
He got all bitchy and took twenty bucks out of his pocket and throw it in my face, which eventually fell to the floor. WTF, I mean could you be more rude in asking for my tickets. So my aunt comes home and I reach down to grab the money to ask her to break the $20 and the fuckin asshole just steps on the money! What the F#@$%(%)&!!!!
Then he starts to rant on me about, "you owe me money anyways, $75 bucks remember!!!?"
That $75 bucks that I owe him, was to help him pay for his FUCKIN! Wii system!!!! WTF!!!!
Seriously how would you feel if you "HELPED" chip in to buy something and he uses that against you. That's just fuckin messed up! On top of that, WHO THE HELL COVERRRED HISSSS ASSSSSSS ALLLLL THIS TIME!!!!! HUH? WHO THE FUUUCCKKKK!!!!! WAS THAT?!
Yeah, thats right, it was me; and this is how he repays me...(ungrateful bastard)
So yeah, I ended up not handing over the tickets and quite frankly I don't give a shit.
I don't give a shit what you think of me, but I see this as a lesson for him. I know he's still gonna get the tickets from someone else so it won't matter much. But I'll be damn if if help him become an even more aragant bitch.
After the fight, we went our different ways I went to a room and tried to continue homework.
It didn't work out so well, I was stressing out too much so I broke down, twice? yeah i think it was twice. I finished most of it earlier so I finished before 10pm. I needed to escape though so I told my mom that I was goin to walmart and grab my bike and left. The cool breeze helped me from pull myself together. I strolled around walmart a bit looking for how to wrap Kristine's present. I couldn't find it so I left. As I was biking on the long road on Monterey I noticed a cop car hella sped up on my left. He parked in from of the road so I slowed down.
He got out of the car and started walking to me and I was just thinking wtf did i do, wat'd I do? wat'd I do right. He spoke in to his pc thingamabob and asked me to get off the bike. As I got off the bike he grabbed one of my arms, i was like wtf? After I got the stand for the bike, he had both my arm's in the "arrest" position. I was like whoa! This was what basically happened:
Police: "where are you going?"
Joe: "I'm on my way home"
Police: "Where you coming from"
Joe: "Walmart"
Police: "Do you have any weapons on you?"
Joe: "what?! nooo"
(police starts to search me)
Police touching right pocket: "whats this?"
Joe: "My I-pod"
(Police feeling my back pocket and takes out my wallet and throws it one to his car)
Police feels my left pocket: "what's this?"
Joe: "My phone, you can take it out if you want?"
(police pulls it out and looks at it for a second then puts it on the car)
(police notices there's something under my sweater dangling, He feels it)
Police: "what's this?"
Joe: "Its my Lanyard, you can check it you pull it out"
Police lifts my sweater: "Hello Kitty?"
Joe: "yeah xD"
Police: "How old are you"
Joe: "ummm, 18"
Police: "When's your birthday"
Joe: "4/14/1991"
Police: "Do you have ID?"
Joe: oh yeah (shows cop my two year old ID card then realizes he has his current one xP)
Joe: Oh! sry here's a current one
(Police uses PC and reports, "Joseph Nguyen, 18, 4/14/1991"
Joe looks at him: "Am I in some sort of trouble?" D:
Police: "no, I just stopped you cause your bike didn't have a light"
Police: "Its a safety hazard"
Joe: "oh, okay"
Police: "Do you have any questions?"
(awkward silence)
Joe: "soooooo, what happens to me now? o.O???"
Police: "You can go home"
Joe: "Will my parents be notified or anything?"
Police: "no, but even if they were; you weren't doing anything bad. You just didn't have a light"
Joe: "okay" xD
So yeah, that cop made my day better, I found it funny xD
so yeah, this happened yesterday btw around 10pm on Monterey Rd.
I've vented like three times I think so no worries I'll be fine now.
Special acknowledgement to: Kristine Vu, Tiffany Nguyen, and Joseph Le
thanks guys.
One more thing, keep this to yourself and only yourself. I better not hear a gossip about this.
If word traces back to me, that means you guys screwed me over and I'm in for a beating.
thanks for reading, I know it was long; at least you finished. GG. sry xP
I ain't gonna tell the whole story cause...i guess I'm just tired of repeating myself.
Life is good and all, but house life is boring, being told what to do is a bitch and just when life couldn't piss me off, it shoves a crap load of drama into my face.
I've been stressing a lot and that's "normal" cause everyone else stresses, right?
I'm stressing because of the fact that lately all I hear are demands, orders, asshole talk.
I know I owe my parents, especially my mom; but to do most of the chores everytime?
WTF?! hello, peter isn't dead ya know; he goes to school, then work then comes home.
So why the hell do I keep hearing my name, "Quang" take out the trash;
"Quang" wash this; "Quang" carry in the groceries.
Do I have like selected hearing or something, cause I see absolutely bullshit goin on.
Then thing that shoved me off the cliff the most was Peter AKA asshole!
You know, funny thing how I keep making the same mistake all the time.
So like for most of my life, I've always saved Peter's ass. I have lied, I have given him money when he was in debt, and he didn't pay me back right away. "Hell to the no"-Nang
When I let him borrow my money, he pays its a couple of weeks later at most, sometimes a few months, but mostly? He pays me back a year or so. Funny huh.
So I had 10 tickets for the Charity Dinner right? I tried selling them but no one I sold it to wanted to buy so I ended up with 8 tickets. Hai, calls and ask for 4, and to give the rest to Peter.
At first I was commited to not giving it to Peter because I knew he was gonna invite the asshole that made me wait in a car for 45mins doin nothing, but I gave into what hai said.
Wait, back track a bit; so like I sold two tickets and had $30 in my room, the "asshole" decided oh! I'm in need of money right now so I'll just take this $10. W-T-F!!!!!
anywayss, back to the presence; so Peter comes home and asks for the tickets.
I told him to give me the money first, cause to ensure that I didn't have to pay out of my own pocket right. He say, oh I'll pay you some other time so I'm like, wth hell no. I told him that he'll get the tickets if he pays me back the money that wasn't even mine to begin with.
He got all bitchy and took twenty bucks out of his pocket and throw it in my face, which eventually fell to the floor. WTF, I mean could you be more rude in asking for my tickets. So my aunt comes home and I reach down to grab the money to ask her to break the $20 and the fuckin asshole just steps on the money! What the F#@$%(%)&!!!!
Then he starts to rant on me about, "you owe me money anyways, $75 bucks remember!!!?"
That $75 bucks that I owe him, was to help him pay for his FUCKIN! Wii system!!!! WTF!!!!
Seriously how would you feel if you "HELPED" chip in to buy something and he uses that against you. That's just fuckin messed up! On top of that, WHO THE HELL COVERRRED HISSSS ASSSSSSS ALLLLL THIS TIME!!!!! HUH? WHO THE FUUUCCKKKK!!!!! WAS THAT?!
Yeah, thats right, it was me; and this is how he repays me...(ungrateful bastard)
So yeah, I ended up not handing over the tickets and quite frankly I don't give a shit.
I don't give a shit what you think of me, but I see this as a lesson for him. I know he's still gonna get the tickets from someone else so it won't matter much. But I'll be damn if if help him become an even more aragant bitch.
After the fight, we went our different ways I went to a room and tried to continue homework.
It didn't work out so well, I was stressing out too much so I broke down, twice? yeah i think it was twice. I finished most of it earlier so I finished before 10pm. I needed to escape though so I told my mom that I was goin to walmart and grab my bike and left. The cool breeze helped me from pull myself together. I strolled around walmart a bit looking for how to wrap Kristine's present. I couldn't find it so I left. As I was biking on the long road on Monterey I noticed a cop car hella sped up on my left. He parked in from of the road so I slowed down.
He got out of the car and started walking to me and I was just thinking wtf did i do, wat'd I do? wat'd I do right. He spoke in to his pc thingamabob and asked me to get off the bike. As I got off the bike he grabbed one of my arms, i was like wtf? After I got the stand for the bike, he had both my arm's in the "arrest" position. I was like whoa! This was what basically happened:
Police: "where are you going?"
Joe: "I'm on my way home"
Police: "Where you coming from"
Joe: "Walmart"
Police: "Do you have any weapons on you?"
Joe: "what?! nooo"
(police starts to search me)
Police touching right pocket: "whats this?"
Joe: "My I-pod"
(Police feeling my back pocket and takes out my wallet and throws it one to his car)
Police feels my left pocket: "what's this?"
Joe: "My phone, you can take it out if you want?"
(police pulls it out and looks at it for a second then puts it on the car)
(police notices there's something under my sweater dangling, He feels it)
Police: "what's this?"
Joe: "Its my Lanyard, you can check it you pull it out"
Police lifts my sweater: "Hello Kitty?"
Joe: "yeah xD"
Police: "How old are you"
Joe: "ummm, 18"
Police: "When's your birthday"
Joe: "4/14/1991"
Police: "Do you have ID?"
Joe: oh yeah (shows cop my two year old ID card then realizes he has his current one xP)
Joe: Oh! sry here's a current one
(Police uses PC and reports, "Joseph Nguyen, 18, 4/14/1991"
Joe looks at him: "Am I in some sort of trouble?" D:
Police: "no, I just stopped you cause your bike didn't have a light"
Police: "Its a safety hazard"
Joe: "oh, okay"
Police: "Do you have any questions?"
(awkward silence)
Joe: "soooooo, what happens to me now? o.O???"
Police: "You can go home"
Joe: "Will my parents be notified or anything?"
Police: "no, but even if they were; you weren't doing anything bad. You just didn't have a light"
Joe: "okay" xD
So yeah, that cop made my day better, I found it funny xD
so yeah, this happened yesterday btw around 10pm on Monterey Rd.
I've vented like three times I think so no worries I'll be fine now.
Special acknowledgement to: Kristine Vu, Tiffany Nguyen, and Joseph Le
thanks guys.
One more thing, keep this to yourself and only yourself. I better not hear a gossip about this.
If word traces back to me, that means you guys screwed me over and I'm in for a beating.
thanks for reading, I know it was long; at least you finished. GG. sry xP
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Joseph Ethan Le
Joseph is a Freshy this year and he's like seriously my other self.
He completes me, like the things that I aint he is, and what Im not he is. xD
I met him near the beginning of the school year. Jackie introduced me to him x]
I talk to him more often than I think. Its funny how I can be so open to him.
lol. we talk about the weirdest things and his jokes are unique. mermaid ^^;
But I'll tell you before hand, I probably wont remember most of them,
its not you, its just how I was made. I'm forgetful if you didn't notice that yet xP
but yeah, he asked me to make a blog for him and i agreed. Can't go back on my word so here i am xD
Joseph reminds me of myself, idk why; he just does. weird. He is smart for the most part just gotta go in the right directions. He is an excellent artist, better than me as far as I know. I sense that he has lots of intimate issues but I just let him be unless he wants to talk about it. He's still very young even though he's more experienced than most. He's a good friend. He keeps me company. thanks big time! Idk, I guess he's been bringing out the crazy part in me xD.
If you find this blog, sry i couldn't make it better. I'm having a weird day today.
maybe i'll retry next time k?
k
He completes me, like the things that I aint he is, and what Im not he is. xD
I met him near the beginning of the school year. Jackie introduced me to him x]
I talk to him more often than I think. Its funny how I can be so open to him.
lol. we talk about the weirdest things and his jokes are unique. mermaid ^^;
But I'll tell you before hand, I probably wont remember most of them,
its not you, its just how I was made. I'm forgetful if you didn't notice that yet xP
but yeah, he asked me to make a blog for him and i agreed. Can't go back on my word so here i am xD
Joseph reminds me of myself, idk why; he just does. weird. He is smart for the most part just gotta go in the right directions. He is an excellent artist, better than me as far as I know. I sense that he has lots of intimate issues but I just let him be unless he wants to talk about it. He's still very young even though he's more experienced than most. He's a good friend. He keeps me company. thanks big time! Idk, I guess he's been bringing out the crazy part in me xD.
If you find this blog, sry i couldn't make it better. I'm having a weird day today.
maybe i'll retry next time k?
k
Monday, May 4, 2009
My good friend Kevin
So like this dude and I met in 7th grade at Bernal middle school.
Yep, the good old days where I was short like a midget and quiet as the dead.
So anyways, Kevin was my height... I think we were smaller than 5ft.
but yeah, I remember we were also the lightest ones in the class.
we weighed like 60 something, so yeah, he became my wrestling partner.
anyways 5years later we're Seniors and he has his license xD. Crazy.
Yeah, so I was walkin home today and I there was a wide straight road so I took my time and walked because it was hella hot.
then I start hearing someone in the car up ahead honking.
like constantly and I was like, who the heck right?
so I squint my eye and as I got closer I realized it was Kevin. He smiled =]
This is the second time he offered me a ride home, but this is the first time i actually had him drive me home.
He's a good driver xD for the most part. (look out for what is a lane and what isn't xP)
but yeah, thanks a billion Kevin. Oh! He goes to OG too so yeah.
funny though, he said and I quote, "Joseph... you should not have to walk home"
I found that funny because my entire family has work or is busy so I usually have no ride.
on top of that all the people that "CAN" drive get out after 6th period while I have 7th T-T
but yeah, good times, good times.
man he's gonna go to a far college. Imma miss you man. KIT xD
Yep, the good old days where I was short like a midget and quiet as the dead.
So anyways, Kevin was my height... I think we were smaller than 5ft.
but yeah, I remember we were also the lightest ones in the class.
we weighed like 60 something, so yeah, he became my wrestling partner.
anyways 5years later we're Seniors and he has his license xD. Crazy.
Yeah, so I was walkin home today and I there was a wide straight road so I took my time and walked because it was hella hot.
then I start hearing someone in the car up ahead honking.
like constantly and I was like, who the heck right?
so I squint my eye and as I got closer I realized it was Kevin. He smiled =]
This is the second time he offered me a ride home, but this is the first time i actually had him drive me home.
He's a good driver xD for the most part. (look out for what is a lane and what isn't xP)
but yeah, thanks a billion Kevin. Oh! He goes to OG too so yeah.
funny though, he said and I quote, "Joseph... you should not have to walk home"
I found that funny because my entire family has work or is busy so I usually have no ride.
on top of that all the people that "CAN" drive get out after 6th period while I have 7th T-T
but yeah, good times, good times.
man he's gonna go to a far college. Imma miss you man. KIT xD
Good stuff
So like yesterday I was online and Jackie sent me her youtube video which was good, really good actually. =] She got me addicted to Gabe Bondoc's songs. I mean I heard him before and I really liked it, but I just never looked it up, ya know? yeah. So Jackie told me to look for certain ones so I did. There all soo gooooooood!. There's one youtube video, where he sings "dictionary" and his voice cracks like 5 seconds into the video. LMAO. Its hella funny, his eyes hella widens with shock and repeats in a uberly deep voice. lol. Good stuff, good stuff. So yeah, I re watched it over and over. x] Oh the first song I hear that was his was "My Plan". I recieved this from my best buddy Myanh xD like a year ago, i think. hmmm. But yeah, its catchy or at least to me x].
I shared this with Kristine and she said that he came to their school once. *CRAZY* lol She said hella people went crazy for him and stuff and I was like "I would too" xD. gg. Anyways, school's about to start. gtg.
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I shared this with Kristine and she said that he came to their school once. *CRAZY* lol She said hella people went crazy for him and stuff and I was like "I would too" xD. gg. Anyways, school's about to start. gtg.
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Sunday, May 3, 2009
Why couldn't my internet worked yesterday >:(
ugh, so like I woke up wash my hair and what not. Then my mom came to me and was like
"wanna go to Tofu House?" and I was like hmmmmm
I decided to go because I stayed home too much ya know?
so yeah I went with her to Santa Clara.
We got seated and ordered our food and I noticed this Korean little boy and his family.
He kept looking at me and when I look at him, he'd smile.
dude he is the cutest little boy I've ever seen, his face like scrunches up and everything
so cute x] but yeah; ONWARD WITH THE STORY
so my mom asked me "Do you know what day it is?"
I thought for a second, May 2nd, mom's birthday is the 7th, sister? the 2nd.
It was my sister's birthday. I would have forgot it if my mom didn't remind me T-T
I feel so ashamed of myself. Anyways, thanks to that I thought about it the whole day.
She would be two years old today. She'd be able to walk maybe say a couple of word.
I think she and could have fun. sigh. Two years...I'm handle it now but I still hella guilt.
Sigh man, I feel like freakin shit now ugh. Yeah, this is as far as im gonna go.
"wanna go to Tofu House?" and I was like hmmmmm
I decided to go because I stayed home too much ya know?
so yeah I went with her to Santa Clara.
We got seated and ordered our food and I noticed this Korean little boy and his family.
He kept looking at me and when I look at him, he'd smile.
dude he is the cutest little boy I've ever seen, his face like scrunches up and everything
so cute x] but yeah; ONWARD WITH THE STORY
so my mom asked me "Do you know what day it is?"
I thought for a second, May 2nd, mom's birthday is the 7th, sister? the 2nd.
It was my sister's birthday. I would have forgot it if my mom didn't remind me T-T
I feel so ashamed of myself. Anyways, thanks to that I thought about it the whole day.
She would be two years old today. She'd be able to walk maybe say a couple of word.
I think she and could have fun. sigh. Two years...I'm handle it now but I still hella guilt.
Sigh man, I feel like freakin shit now ugh. Yeah, this is as far as im gonna go.
Friday, May 1, 2009
May 1st
Wow...why am I up so late?
I took a nap from 7:oopm to 12:00pm. 5 hours of intense hibernation.
Now do you understand why I'm up.
I originally on planned to sleep, just a little bit.
But yeah, I ate lunch when I got home, ate hella cherries <3
and got really full and grew tired all of a sudden so decided to try a nap today.
Well this was the result. I wonder if I should go back to sleep.
I have to wake up early tomorrow, what if I oversleep?!
I tend to oversleep on school days. idk why.
I wake up early on weekends though, I guess its a motivational thing =]
Anyways, I woke up played games for a bit, got bored so I decided a midnight snack...again.
I hope I grow real round and fat xD jk
Thats dang near impossible in my eyes, though that would be fun if i was big x]
Well I'm just listening to music right now
So ta ta
I took a nap from 7:oopm to 12:00pm. 5 hours of intense hibernation.
Now do you understand why I'm up.
I originally on planned to sleep, just a little bit.
But yeah, I ate lunch when I got home, ate hella cherries <3
and got really full and grew tired all of a sudden so decided to try a nap today.
Well this was the result. I wonder if I should go back to sleep.
I have to wake up early tomorrow, what if I oversleep?!
I tend to oversleep on school days. idk why.
I wake up early on weekends though, I guess its a motivational thing =]
Anyways, I woke up played games for a bit, got bored so I decided a midnight snack...again.
I hope I grow real round and fat xD jk
Thats dang near impossible in my eyes, though that would be fun if i was big x]
Well I'm just listening to music right now
So ta ta
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