One of Joe's rare BLOW UPS

Somehow, someone just happens to piss me off right before I'm about to type a blog.
I don't understand why this sort of thing happens.
I mean, I try to remain happy and possitive 24/7.
But sometimes some body just has to ruin it.
Why? why why why, why, why?
Life is good and all, and I know I have it better than some people...but daaaaaaamn!

You know what it is? It's F'in ORDERS!!!!
Damn, are you like stupid or something! Its called fuckin ask!!!
Does it ever hurt anyone to ask a favor like,
"Oh can you do this? or can you help me with this?"
I mean its NOT F'in hard.

Maybe its just me but all I hear is "Hey, do this. Do that"
Orders, orders, orders, orders, ORDERS *roar* >:O

Sry for all this hatin but I'm so mad right now. I can't punch the wall, I can't beat someone or something up cuz it ain't mine.
Sigh, reasons why I want out of this house. sigh.
I wanna hit something right now, maybe I sould buy something and use it to vent my anger.
I'm tired. I'm so tired of everything. I tried of my family, I'm tired of relying on others, I'm tired of no motivation for the last 2 years.

You know what I need? I need to get away.
A vacation or something, get away and forget for awhile.
I always wanted to dissappear for awhile.
See what'll happen you know?
Or maybe, I'm still immature. Idk anymore.
I think too much, and no action. sigh.

If you read this blog,
I wanna apologize for all the negativity, cussing and what not.
I just needed to vent and this seemed to work.
Second, I wanna thankyou for takin time outta your life to read it.