I wish i could comfort you sweetie.
:/ words on a computer screen dont really do it you know.
Monday, October 4, 2010
Saturday, September 11, 2010
Self-reflection
I wish i was in a church right now...2 O'clock in the morning...kneeling with a candle on the side.
I wanna just reflect on what i value, what my goals are, what I see as importance.
For many people, social status and a career is a crucial part in their lives. I'm not agruing that it isn't. Being supportive is good in the long run but I value many other things. I think just being a good person throughout your life is a good trait. I belive that those who are true, kind and fair shall be rewarded when we die. Sure a good career and a lot of money is great, but how much of that wealth could we really carry to the afterlife (if there is one).
All I know is, I could be the poorest person on earth, a complete fool and still be happy. Some of you might think that I am too simple, chill or carefree and that is understandable. My values in life are not the same as your and shouldn't they be? we're all humans but were not identical are we.
I just know that I wanna be honest as much as possible,
I wanna be able to help others,
I wanna be joe,
I just wanna be respected
I wanna be happy.
If i could wish for anything it would be so I wouldn't have to worry about what others think about me. I worry about it alot. I always have a fear about failing to meet someones expectations. dad wants me to be a technition for X-ray machines and Im alright with that. as of right now i dont really have any interest of my own. when I think about this, it kind of makes me sad. I mean, whenever Im at school, everyone i know are soo sure of what they wanna be, what they wanna do with their lives. Everytime i reflect about what I wanna value in my life...I would have to say my very own kid. I know I dont have one but future wise, I know that I will love him/her. I will raise them to be good people.
If I was at the church, I'd be asking God about what I should do? are my values wrong? am I not being realistic?
I wanna just reflect on what i value, what my goals are, what I see as importance.
For many people, social status and a career is a crucial part in their lives. I'm not agruing that it isn't. Being supportive is good in the long run but I value many other things. I think just being a good person throughout your life is a good trait. I belive that those who are true, kind and fair shall be rewarded when we die. Sure a good career and a lot of money is great, but how much of that wealth could we really carry to the afterlife (if there is one).
All I know is, I could be the poorest person on earth, a complete fool and still be happy. Some of you might think that I am too simple, chill or carefree and that is understandable. My values in life are not the same as your and shouldn't they be? we're all humans but were not identical are we.
I just know that I wanna be honest as much as possible,
I wanna be able to help others,
I wanna be joe,
I just wanna be respected
I wanna be happy.
If i could wish for anything it would be so I wouldn't have to worry about what others think about me. I worry about it alot. I always have a fear about failing to meet someones expectations. dad wants me to be a technition for X-ray machines and Im alright with that. as of right now i dont really have any interest of my own. when I think about this, it kind of makes me sad. I mean, whenever Im at school, everyone i know are soo sure of what they wanna be, what they wanna do with their lives. Everytime i reflect about what I wanna value in my life...I would have to say my very own kid. I know I dont have one but future wise, I know that I will love him/her. I will raise them to be good people.
If I was at the church, I'd be asking God about what I should do? are my values wrong? am I not being realistic?
Monday, August 2, 2010
first dayt of work
over all? it was good but, I did run into one annoying customer.
my God -____- there are separation stick for a reason
so what happened was there was this group of girls before this man right and they had alot of stuff and they had the intention of separating some of the stuff so they could pay individually which was fine. They did not tell ME though the CASHIER so I thought it all went together. Then the freaken dude behind them didn't even set the bar thing so I scaned his shit with the rest of them -_______- I didn't wanna say anything cause I was "working" but thats just pretty stupid.
and he had the nerve to get bitchy at me too -_____-. I just wanted to make sure that everything was correct and that everyone got their things. I was so confused I just started over. I voided the old one and started rescaning now. I checked the girls out then continued with the man. as he grabbed the ketchup and some spray thing I already bagged. I asked him if that was his, he immediately said "OF COURSE IT IS!" but I check just in case though and he was right.
freaken customers man. most of them were nice but man that foreign guy has some anger issues.
mmm besides that, I think the fashion on glasses might come back to big frames. last time i went to get new glasses I got big frames and yes cause of taylor swift. They looked good kay. so after that, I started seeing more and more big frames. I saw one on this girl yesterday and I thought *whoa those look cool* =] yeah
work yesterday was 8 hours long. 8.25 dollars an hour so thats about 66 dollars right? the only thing I dont like about long hours like that is because I dont like standing and in this case I have to stand. I had 2 breaks and one lunch. breaks are 15min and lunches are 45 min. however, towards the end my supervisor called me back to work even though I hadn't had my break yet. eh whatever its fine.
I did fail though. there were two customers that new the system better than me -_____- sadness. what else did i fail at...i forgot.
I did go to church yesterday =] in the morning like 9:30 am. -______- but the mass was fun though. it was kind of humorous. the father was like "ullluuuulluuu" idk how to explain it it sounded like indians. i also liked the sermon, interesting. there was this vietnamese family infront of us. (mom, dad, two brothers, and a sister. boys were about 10 and she was about 3 or 4. I liked her ^_____^ shes kind of a trouble maker but she's really cute and she like to play with everyone. she tickled or what she thought was tickling her brothers lol. then when it was time to offer money she was nervous but then ran and put it into the basket and went back to mom to get more. after doin it like 3 times her mome didn't have anything else to give her and the little girl just goes grabs her moms bag which was about the same size as her LMAO. it looked like the load was too much for her =] cute. then when it was time to kneel she stood on the kneeling thing while the rest of the family kneeled. she then got to her knees and was like "daddy loook" and her dad was like "good job! :D" *thumbs up* she got up though and went to her mom. there wasn't any space between the mom and the son so what the little girl did was she pushed both of them right from the middle and made her own little spot ^_______^ wth! right? I thought that was pretty cute.
my God -____- there are separation stick for a reason
so what happened was there was this group of girls before this man right and they had alot of stuff and they had the intention of separating some of the stuff so they could pay individually which was fine. They did not tell ME though the CASHIER so I thought it all went together. Then the freaken dude behind them didn't even set the bar thing so I scaned his shit with the rest of them -_______- I didn't wanna say anything cause I was "working" but thats just pretty stupid.
and he had the nerve to get bitchy at me too -_____-. I just wanted to make sure that everything was correct and that everyone got their things. I was so confused I just started over. I voided the old one and started rescaning now. I checked the girls out then continued with the man. as he grabbed the ketchup and some spray thing I already bagged. I asked him if that was his, he immediately said "OF COURSE IT IS!" but I check just in case though and he was right.
freaken customers man. most of them were nice but man that foreign guy has some anger issues.
mmm besides that, I think the fashion on glasses might come back to big frames. last time i went to get new glasses I got big frames and yes cause of taylor swift. They looked good kay. so after that, I started seeing more and more big frames. I saw one on this girl yesterday and I thought *whoa those look cool* =] yeah
work yesterday was 8 hours long. 8.25 dollars an hour so thats about 66 dollars right? the only thing I dont like about long hours like that is because I dont like standing and in this case I have to stand. I had 2 breaks and one lunch. breaks are 15min and lunches are 45 min. however, towards the end my supervisor called me back to work even though I hadn't had my break yet. eh whatever its fine.
I did fail though. there were two customers that new the system better than me -_____- sadness. what else did i fail at...i forgot.
I did go to church yesterday =] in the morning like 9:30 am. -______- but the mass was fun though. it was kind of humorous. the father was like "ullluuuulluuu" idk how to explain it it sounded like indians. i also liked the sermon, interesting. there was this vietnamese family infront of us. (mom, dad, two brothers, and a sister. boys were about 10 and she was about 3 or 4. I liked her ^_____^ shes kind of a trouble maker but she's really cute and she like to play with everyone. she tickled or what she thought was tickling her brothers lol. then when it was time to offer money she was nervous but then ran and put it into the basket and went back to mom to get more. after doin it like 3 times her mome didn't have anything else to give her and the little girl just goes grabs her moms bag which was about the same size as her LMAO. it looked like the load was too much for her =] cute. then when it was time to kneel she stood on the kneeling thing while the rest of the family kneeled. she then got to her knees and was like "daddy loook" and her dad was like "good job! :D" *thumbs up* she got up though and went to her mom. there wasn't any space between the mom and the son so what the little girl did was she pushed both of them right from the middle and made her own little spot ^_______^ wth! right? I thought that was pretty cute.
Sunday, August 1, 2010
Joe on Cloud 9
yeah thats right! thats what I feel like right now.
imma sleep easy tonight.
good day good day.
if any joe...remember that today was a good day and that you confronted and got it out of yo system
Cloud 9 baby Cloud 9
idk where that is but it sounds like it feels reeeeaaaallll good
also "new record" *congratulations joe*
yes..yes it was amazing.
i've never made so many great jokes in my entire life and i just threw it all down tonight.
it was *think* im sorry folks the only word i could possible think of is EPIC
yes, thats right EPIC I said it was EPIC.
why do you ask? Beeeecauseeee it was that good? thats right!
MAN I FEEL GOOD. I FEEL LIKE "Im glowing" LMAO
Good stuff Good stuff.
I could get pissed on by my baby cousin again and I still would we in a outstanding mood. that my friend is Cloud 9.
Idk why I keep sayin that lol. I don't even know what Im saying anymore. Im crazy people~ I just wanted to document this as the day Joe reached Cloud 9.
I didn't wanna say Maximum happiness because that just meant that I won't ever be happier and that thought kinda made me sad so I just called it Cloud 9.
I also called it Cloud 9 because It was in "Magic" by B.O.B.
good song good song
Does it sound like im high? not that I would know what high was like but if I had to guess...than this is pretty damn close I think.
Good day today Good day.
thank you God, its been a wonderful day. I wished all my days were like this but we can't all live in happiness always right? anyways thank you thank you thank you. Let hope for an even better day tomorrow ^________^
what to blog about
well, big number today...I got peed on. my little cousin couldn't control his bladder yet so he leaked on me as I was holding him. when I put him down I saw that my sleeve was wet.
I was like wth? I know he drooled on me on my shoulder but I my arm was holding him. then it struck me, I smelled the shirt and it smelled gross. I turned him around and noticed that his pants leaked right in the middle -_______-
I have no idea how I didn't notice that my arm got wet. I didn't even feel it get warmer at all. gay~ so I went to the restroom and poured water on my sleeve for and then grabbed some paper and headed outside to air dry but the stench was still there. grooossssss.
of course I changed when I got home, so its all good.
kristine....hmmmm. idk. yeah i don't think imma let you guys know about this subject. I just a secret that just stays with me and only me.
party was okay. i smiled alot, at everyone and everything actually. the food was decent.
my tongue has a tiny hole from eatting tooo much hot food. damn you smoke eatters D:< I want it too heal. heal. HEALLLLLLL.
I have work tomorrow at 1:45 till 9:45 that should be interesting =]
gotta get better at this.
i think thats all for now
I was like wth? I know he drooled on me on my shoulder but I my arm was holding him. then it struck me, I smelled the shirt and it smelled gross. I turned him around and noticed that his pants leaked right in the middle -_______-
I have no idea how I didn't notice that my arm got wet. I didn't even feel it get warmer at all. gay~ so I went to the restroom and poured water on my sleeve for and then grabbed some paper and headed outside to air dry but the stench was still there. grooossssss.
of course I changed when I got home, so its all good.
kristine....hmmmm. idk. yeah i don't think imma let you guys know about this subject. I just a secret that just stays with me and only me.
party was okay. i smiled alot, at everyone and everything actually. the food was decent.
my tongue has a tiny hole from eatting tooo much hot food. damn you smoke eatters D:< I want it too heal. heal. HEALLLLLLL.
I have work tomorrow at 1:45 till 9:45 that should be interesting =]
gotta get better at this.
i think thats all for now
Friday, July 30, 2010
I got the magic in me~
This song has been stuck in my head ^_____^
so yesterday, even though I woke up early I couldn't wash my car right away cause my mom's car was still in the drive through. she was about to leave so i just waited till she was done. After she left for work peter and I just grabbed the car wash supplies and started cleaning. Peter waxed his car but I didn't have time to wax it yesterday so I just said no. idk when my car is waxed it kinda has a glow from the sun glare. idk if i even wanna wax it at all. I'll try it out next time i guess and if I don't like it then i wont apply it anymore.
so after I finished I went to pick up kristine from the lightrail. We came back and peter finished already so we just went inside. I took a shower and they just chilled i guess. Afterwards we just chilled in my room. she helped me finish posting up photos in my room.
:/ idk i thought i had more photos but I guess not =] It's organized though so I'm happy ^____^ gotta print more photos when I have more money hahaha. Then peter took my car and left to help tiffany shop for something at best buys. (his car was low on gas) we then just chilled. then wils called and wanted us to come home soon so we could play badminton. I didn't wanna play in the heat though -______- we waited till peter came home and I drove to their house. I didn't eat at home so I was hungry hahaha. when I got there kristine made me an omlet. yup. i poured too much soy sauce though but it was fine =] then I think we played COD. my god, Krisine got GOOD at COD. it was like 5 minutes in the game and I was just dying. I remember when she didn't even know how to play and now shes alot better. I think she could beat peter lol. wils got good too. we were kinda even when we played but now he owns me at knifing. crazy crazy. hahah. it was fun though.
mmm. then their mom came home and she made food for us. we ate cleaned up and then played like 20 mins of COD and left for BBC. It was crowded and expensive at night though o.o so we just came home and decided to help cut the dogs hair. the shaggy dogs has soooo much hair. buy the end of it we had a ball. It was just a little bit smaller than a baseball. crazy huh. I hella just wanted to light it on fire but we failed lol. it didn't even burn. I think I sqeezed and packed it too much that the fire had no oxyent inside to burn. we went inside and just chilled till like 12:40am and I left. wilson showed me a kev jumba video lmao. "alpha kenny body" GG.
I drove home fine nothing happened. came home and saw that everyone was still there. uyen, tony and phuoc anh were watching saw V, the others were in the game room star craft II and planning for the trip next week. I reheated some pizza and watched the movie with them. I ended up not having to drive anyone home so when they left I just went to bed. woke up at...dunno..dont remember. actually dad came into my room this morning o.o said something and left. i was half dazed so I don't recall what he was asking/saying.
so yesterday, even though I woke up early I couldn't wash my car right away cause my mom's car was still in the drive through. she was about to leave so i just waited till she was done. After she left for work peter and I just grabbed the car wash supplies and started cleaning. Peter waxed his car but I didn't have time to wax it yesterday so I just said no. idk when my car is waxed it kinda has a glow from the sun glare. idk if i even wanna wax it at all. I'll try it out next time i guess and if I don't like it then i wont apply it anymore.
so after I finished I went to pick up kristine from the lightrail. We came back and peter finished already so we just went inside. I took a shower and they just chilled i guess. Afterwards we just chilled in my room. she helped me finish posting up photos in my room.
:/ idk i thought i had more photos but I guess not =] It's organized though so I'm happy ^____^ gotta print more photos when I have more money hahaha. Then peter took my car and left to help tiffany shop for something at best buys. (his car was low on gas) we then just chilled. then wils called and wanted us to come home soon so we could play badminton. I didn't wanna play in the heat though -______- we waited till peter came home and I drove to their house. I didn't eat at home so I was hungry hahaha. when I got there kristine made me an omlet. yup. i poured too much soy sauce though but it was fine =] then I think we played COD. my god, Krisine got GOOD at COD. it was like 5 minutes in the game and I was just dying. I remember when she didn't even know how to play and now shes alot better. I think she could beat peter lol. wils got good too. we were kinda even when we played but now he owns me at knifing. crazy crazy. hahah. it was fun though.
mmm. then their mom came home and she made food for us. we ate cleaned up and then played like 20 mins of COD and left for BBC. It was crowded and expensive at night though o.o so we just came home and decided to help cut the dogs hair. the shaggy dogs has soooo much hair. buy the end of it we had a ball. It was just a little bit smaller than a baseball. crazy huh. I hella just wanted to light it on fire but we failed lol. it didn't even burn. I think I sqeezed and packed it too much that the fire had no oxyent inside to burn. we went inside and just chilled till like 12:40am and I left. wilson showed me a kev jumba video lmao. "alpha kenny body" GG.
I drove home fine nothing happened. came home and saw that everyone was still there. uyen, tony and phuoc anh were watching saw V, the others were in the game room star craft II and planning for the trip next week. I reheated some pizza and watched the movie with them. I ended up not having to drive anyone home so when they left I just went to bed. woke up at...dunno..dont remember. actually dad came into my room this morning o.o said something and left. i was half dazed so I don't recall what he was asking/saying.
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
fishing
Originally i was supposed to watch this series with phuoc anh and peter today but apparently paul and nang said we were goin fishing today so o.o I just went along.
woke up about 10:30 ish, parents were gone and peter wasn't even awake. I got up...and watched a movie? o.o then there was a door bell
it was daniel o.o
me: (what...the..heck?) what are you doin here? o.o
him: i was in the neighborhood =]
so he came in and chilled for a bit.
peter and I got ready and grabed the fishing gear.
I drove him home before we left.
we didn't catch any fish :/ came back to the house
everyone else went to buy smoke eaters. phuoc anh and i stayed home and gamed for a bit.
they came home with more people (cang, tony, van)
we dined and watched "never back down"? o.o i think that was the title.
then we played games till now.
I think imma call in tomorrow if they need people to work. I kinda want more practice before sunday =] i need to be more calm when working. so nervous.
woke up about 10:30 ish, parents were gone and peter wasn't even awake. I got up...and watched a movie? o.o then there was a door bell
it was daniel o.o
me: (what...the..heck?) what are you doin here? o.o
him: i was in the neighborhood =]
so he came in and chilled for a bit.
peter and I got ready and grabed the fishing gear.
I drove him home before we left.
we didn't catch any fish :/ came back to the house
everyone else went to buy smoke eaters. phuoc anh and i stayed home and gamed for a bit.
they came home with more people (cang, tony, van)
we dined and watched "never back down"? o.o i think that was the title.
then we played games till now.
I think imma call in tomorrow if they need people to work. I kinda want more practice before sunday =] i need to be more calm when working. so nervous.
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