What a load of crap

The world is so full of shit. Anger, lust, greed, and personal benefit. No one gives a damn anymore. More or less, I don't give a damn anymore. Why should I give my all when what I get in return is half ass. Is that fair to me? Like hell it is! I'm tired of putting so much time, effort, sweat into everything I do. Where is my dependable person, huh? It sure ain't my parents, it none of my friends, it's not Kristine and it's obviously not peter. I came to a understanding today, no one is dependable. They all do their own little thing. Dad isn't raising me...he's just supporting me with money, shelter; most of the time he's with his damn fishes. Mom is clueless, she has no spine of her own, she can't decide for her self and is often times in her own world when she shops. Today? She left me standing there in the heat to dry up for 40 minutes. She knew exactly when I got out and yet she failed to pick me up on time. Her excuse? My phone was on silent because of work and I haven't switched it. >:0 what the hell?! Fix it then, why leave it silent so you can't hear? What is the freaken point of having it with you when you don't even use it. Retarded. Kristine? I think u understand why I feel this way. Peter? You all know about him. I'm so glad he's outta my life. Hopefully someone can just take him away somewhere so he doesn't come back. I can honestly say that hanging around with him will lead to death one day. If he does die though...shit I'll volunteer to cremate him. I'll collect the ashes and store them in the shitiest container I can find like a well used and dirty small jar. I'll keep him there for as long as I live; I'll let him rot in there. Anyways, point? I can't depend on anyone but myself, you guys have failed me too much. There's so much disappointment it sickens me. Fuck I hate this world.