what did I do today?

I woke up at around like 11 i think. got downstairs and my mom and peter needed to go out to buy potstickers and other things at costco. I stayed hope played some more onimusha. mom came home and I helped her place the food in. we had pizza and tried out our new toast/baker. pizza was good~ gotta love costco pizza. we then cleaned up the kitchen some more. we started yesterday but didn't finish. Today we sorted out the junk food and put them all back into the cabinet. I then cleeaned the very top of the fridge. it was sooo dusty, plus there was really old lunch bags that belong to my dad. seriously they were OLD there were traces of faded colors little scraps. i wiped the whole thing down. after that, we moved to the garage. we cleared like 1/3 of it into our parking lot. organized what was what, what was to be thrown away, what belongs to who. some of our grandma's stuff and aunts stuff are there. we put all our dad's supplies together. I vacuumed the drawer and placed them outside. i then vacuumed the garage gate thing. soo filled with spiderwebs. we had to kill some of the spiders as well. once we cleared the right side of the garage peter and I dragged our really old fridge out to the front of the garage so that we would dispense with it easier. it was really hard work though cause the fridge smell completely bad and there wasn't a good grip anywhere so we tried our best but at certain times the two doors would open and vent a really vomiting odor. We had to flatten alot of stuff and throw away old junk. Our recycling bin is filled to the limit and in my opinion the garage isn't anywhere finished. I had to climb on top of a small drawer to stomp on the recycling bin. I didn't wanna stomp too hard because I was scared that the bin would just pop! and the trash would be scattered everywhere. we then placed them all back in the garage. mom says were done I thing not. mom and dad have two jobs. mom needs to contact our relative to get rid of the old fridge. dad needs to sort out his tools and stuff within the garage and throw away unnecessary things. they both keep finding ways to keep something. like a common bag or a broken down tool and say "we could fix and use this" in reality they have no time to do them. sure if they had loads of time I wouldn't mind if they could get it done but the case is even when they have time, they can't do anything but rest or do some other things such as vacation, resting, tv, gardening (fishes), clothes. they never have the time to fix or reuse them, it just becomes trash that's taking up space. its been "many" years since they said they wanted to clean up the garage so that they can park the car within the garage yet it has never been done. i saw kristine today =] not in person but webcam. we didn't say much but it was nice to just see her smile and laugh =]well imma go to sleep. tired to death bye byes~

This is what my garage feels like to me-

What a load of crap

The world is so full of shit. Anger, lust, greed, and personal benefit. No one gives a damn anymore. More or less, I don't give a damn anymore. Why should I give my all when what I get in return is half ass. Is that fair to me? Like hell it is! I'm tired of putting so much time, effort, sweat into everything I do. Where is my dependable person, huh? It sure ain't my parents, it none of my friends, it's not Kristine and it's obviously not peter. I came to a understanding today, no one is dependable. They all do their own little thing. Dad isn't raising me...he's just supporting me with money, shelter; most of the time he's with his damn fishes. Mom is clueless, she has no spine of her own, she can't decide for her self and is often times in her own world when she shops. Today? She left me standing there in the heat to dry up for 40 minutes. She knew exactly when I got out and yet she failed to pick me up on time. Her excuse? My phone was on silent because of work and I haven't switched it. >:0 what the hell?! Fix it then, why leave it silent so you can't hear? What is the freaken point of having it with you when you don't even use it. Retarded. Kristine? I think u understand why I feel this way. Peter? You all know about him. I'm so glad he's outta my life. Hopefully someone can just take him away somewhere so he doesn't come back. I can honestly say that hanging around with him will lead to death one day. If he does die though...shit I'll volunteer to cremate him. I'll collect the ashes and store them in the shitiest container I can find like a well used and dirty small jar. I'll keep him there for as long as I live; I'll let him rot in there. Anyways, point? I can't depend on anyone but myself, you guys have failed me too much. There's so much disappointment it sickens me. Fuck I hate this world.

Spring me down

today was a very warm day, one of many future days. Warm tomorrows, dry air and lots of sweat. yaaaay (sarcasm) I woke up prepared and left the house. i biked just in time to make the lightrail and barely made it to my class. hmm seems like I'll have to wake up even earlier. been losing sleep lately, my left eye is hella exhausted. When the eye is really tired it tends to flicker or twitch uncontrollably, that's my eye right now. -___- hmmm wat else. I beat the first onimusha -so proud- i have 2 more to beat. hungry imma grab some food, Laaaaater

"sizing up sperm"

L-M-A-O-! Oh my gaud this is by far the funniest shit I've seen lately. Basically someone had the thought of portraying the life of the sperm, fighting their way through "warfare" to recieve the egg. It's ackward but creative. Lol

movie movie

I wanna watch The bounty hunter