Orientation

Orientation ended. Man it was soooo long. they kept feeding me more and more info. ahhhhh DX. But yeah my room mate was a little on the awkward side. really weird actually. He left me for some girl too wth? idk maybe he has a thing for her or something but man he just left me.
Anyways I met couple of new faces and saw a few people I knew. I saw camille xD and Quoc. I met new people as well. I met this really smart asian dude name Daniel. He was on the quiet side but he had good intentions ^^. Then there was Tony, my "leader". He was alright, we didn't make trouble for him and he was really cool and tried to help us and make it more enjoyable. Then there was Allen, probably the best dude I met. He was Filipino and was real chill about everything and idk. He was 17 but he was one of the few people I felt comfortable around while I was there. The other person I felt real comfortable around was Daniel. He was an big african american male. We met when the advisors did there lecture and we had the same problem about our majors so yeah we got along real good ^^.
What else?...
Oh! the lunch sucked... blah it was bad, really bad. They served us burgers, fries, salads and drinks. I was not in the mood for eating so it was all bad. The good thing though was as I was struggling to finish my burger, thats when Allen sat down so its alll gooood. ^^
Dinner was alot better. they served pasta salad, patatoes & vegies, bread and chicken. it was alright but I was freaking out about my major so I didn't enjoy it real much. During my struggle I met a lady and she helpped me out alot. she gave certain advices and I cleared my head and organized my problems.
In the morning there was breakfast. Omgosh~ I was sooooo freaken hungry I ate hella stuff. I ate pancakes, two sausages, two peices of bacon, eggs, half a bagel & cream, a small corsant, and had brisk. I was hella full.
The night was alright. I had a dorm near the bathroom so it was easier. I laid there for awhile played with my itouch then got really tired so I just went to sleep.

SCHEDULING
it was tough, I had to rearrange everything i started out with cause I made a mistake. I had to have a lect & a act together for my remedial so yeah. on top of that the class I planned out was changed so now it made me get out later T___T
anyway its over now.

Im just chilling in the library to kill time. I mean I leave for camping at 4 and its only 1:34 right now. I'll have to find something to do T-T

busy weekend it will be

I have orientation at San Jose State today. It'll last until tomorrow.
after that its off to SPC camping. wow packed like at 1 or something. not that tired at the moment but i'll like die half way through the day. anyways I can't wait to join up with the spc group again. Home has been quite the lonesome. I need to learn how to drive -.- I had ravioli in a can this morning ^^
even though its was can, I still love pasta. anyways I should probably wake peter up so he can get ready. I woke up at 6:30 and hella freaked out cause I thought I over slept xD lol.
I believe I have everything I need for the next few days. oh! I gotta ask my mom for some money to pay for the camping, crap. hmmmmm I think thats it.
but yeah, I haven't blogged in a while cause I lost motivation. I blog like 3 in one day lmao. woooww GG. Anyways its starting to get late, I'll wake peter up now.
buy buy, thanks for reading
till next time then ^^

Just for you ^^

I made this for you kristine.
Things that I wanna do...
I actually don't really know what I wanna be
to be truthful I dont really know anything...
I'm just really simple, I want simple things
at first I wanted to become a chiropractor because my dad had some back problems and I wanted to help. but that's not really what I want to do.
I wanted to become a pilot but the down side was I wasn't gonna be able to settle down. I don't know what I'll be. I know what I like though. I love movies, but it can't happen because its too hard and complex for me.
An artist? i'll be poor for the rest of my life T^T
I would like to help animals too but I'm scared of treating them.
I really need an actual job so I guess Ill stick to chiropractic but I'll have to study kinesiology first :/
maybe I should just be an engineer like my father, sigh idk

Things I want
I wanna graduate from college.
I wanna inspire young kids to believing there is a God
I wanna car
I wanna house
I wanna get married, have kids and live till I'm a grand father
I wanna go to Italy, Japan, Malaysia, and any other place that sounds good
I wanna be free
I wanna have a turtle
I wanna....
I wanna be better :/

Asian fortune teller?! xD

So like, it was trinity's farewell dinner get together at Eastridge.
The only way that I knew to get to that mall was for me to go downtown and then take bus 22 to Eastridge.
This is actually the first time I took the bus by myself so, yeeeeeah.
I finally found the bus stop and waited. Then out of no where this asian (viet) dude popped out on my right and asked if bus 22 left yet.
Me: no
Him: sooo how long have you been over here?
Me: I was born here sir
Him: really? you speak viet so well~
Me: lol yeah I had lots of lessons
Him: so where ya headed?
Me: oh, I'm goin to my friends get together at Eastridge
Him: oh i see, hey kid after we get on the bus I'll take a look at your hand
Me: oh, are you a palm reader?
Him: yeah, I'd tell your fortune on the bus.
Me: lol...Alright
(enter bus)
there's a dude sitting near us and it would've been weird if two guys were touching each others hands soo he told me to just lay it on my leg.
Him: You will have man girls following you, because you are very handsome and young, plus tall
Me: lmao... wowww
Him: well if there's too much you can give them to me hee heee hee
Me: lol...uh i guesssssss?
Him: You will be rich when your older, but for now give your money to your mom cause your hand shows holes. that means you cant grasp and hold your own money.
Me: oh~
Him: You will love your wife alot. You'll probably mess around with a few girls at first but once you settle down with your wife, your done.
Me: lmao =]
Him: your wife will be willing to do what you ask
Me: uh.....okay~ =(
Him: you will succeed in school work
Me: huh? what? are you sureeeeee~ o.O???
Him: see how your fingers are straight, that means you'll have an easy life
Me: coool! xD (thats freakin awesome!!!!)
Him: If you do business with anyone make sure they're at least 3 years older. anyone thats younger will most likely going to take your money.
Me: ohhhhhh~ 0.0
Him: you'll live very long, at least 80-90 years old, cause your ear lobe is big
Me: lol sweeeeeet ^^
(this was all in viet)

But yeah I thought that interesting. Most of its sounds right, except for the school part. I hope its true ^^

wooooowww~

I was sooooooooooo right~ -.-
things were just too good for me so some negative things happened yesterday.
I won't tell you about it cause this could be read by anyone so yeaah~
in a nut shell...I got into some trouble....yeah I can't really go any deeper than that.
but the point is it was ironic how I knew something bad was gonna happen -.-
so saaaaad T-T

:/

Everything seem really good. Grades are done. Graduation is next week. There's no more homework. I started reading the drivers manual. My room is all clean. My clothes are washed. The dishes are done. I have showered and I feel nice and cleaned. My belly is full of food. I'm comfortable in my pj. Life feels really good. Oh! except I lost my body pillow T-T. I washed it and the cover came off, like completely off (only the cotton stuff remained). It's really old, so I understand =].

... everything feels just too right, right now. Its nice and all but why? Am I like being granted a reward or something? Idk I haven't talked to God in awhile. I remember one time I was so devoted I talked to him whenever I was alone, but yeah. I can't figure what it is. Maybe I'm just over thinking it. I'll just wish that everything will get even better cause nothing stays the same. Everything changes so I wish it gets better.

but yeah~ everything feels too right. I'm just worried that something is gonna go wrong on me and the whole thing collapse. That would be bad, really bad. Anyways, I'm getting really really sleepy and my brain ain't functioning real good so I think Imma crash for today. Goodnight beautiful world~ ^^

Why do I keep thinking of her...

What is with me these days? I keep thinking of her? I thought I was incurable for the longest time, but what's with "this" feeling. Why do I always feel complete when she's next to me. What is with me? Why am I so nervous when I'm with her? I don't understand myself anymore. Why is it that whenever I'm with her, and talking to her I feel so calm yet so nervous at the same time. I've confirmed that I like her but why does my mind keep thinking of her? Did like my brain run out of things to think about? That's not possible though. Why haven't I done anything else besides spending my spare time with her? I don't know what's with me these days. I like spending time with her though. I like the feeling, the atmosphere...I just like the idea of her being there.

I'm really scared of the rumors. They always somehow make it to the parents and then they gossip. Overall its just a lot of stress. I can't tell the future so I fear what will become of us. Will it last forever? or will it just be a break up and its back to tears. I hope for the best, I really hope for the best. I hope this will be the last person I will ever get with. =] but yeah, I have a feeling that we are gonna stay together for a very long time x]