Saturday, January 23, 2010

Pondering

It is 1:46am as I'm writing this. I'm supposed to talk to Kristine tomorrow at spcl. I'm kinda wondering what will happen. Will she yell at me for not talking to her? I really don't know what'll happen. I'm trying to picture what tomorrow will be like. I see myself getting into an arguement with her. I've been thinking of starting another blog. The new one would be a experiment. I was motivated by the movie Julie & Julia. I'll commit to it every day. I'll type truthfully about how my day started and what happened for the whole year. It sounds like hella work but I'm the type to commit till it's finished. Off to bed I guess.

Friday, January 22, 2010

I have nothing to say

I tried talking to you and texting you. Lately when ever I tried to talk or understand you, you just don't wanna talk anymore. You stopped talking so I've stopped talking. You keep shooting me down with your words. We barely talk anymore. When we do talk, you only say a few words. You have these wall that I can't get by. Ive tried talking to you, i tried reaching out to you. I have my reasons for not talking to you these past couple of days. What's your reason? That I am being stupid? Idk. Frankly I can't really tell what you're thinking lately. If you want to talk then text me, I ain't gonna out of the blue contact you like always. Thisll last awhile so we'll see how it goes. Why should I text someone who won't listen. Why would I text someone who doesn't wanna talk.