i am sore

so last night got home at 1:20 ish waited till 3 and snuck out to visit kristine.
got there at 6 o'clock and left at 7:50? her mom didn't know and I didn't wanna get her into trouble so I left. I pasted out on the lightrail woke up near cottle. I got off and started walking home. my legs were already very sore from the run to her house plus it was alot colder and windy-er in the morning than it was at night so i froze. when I reached my house, it was 9 ish. dad was in the front but didn't see me so i hella hid. i waited but couldn't for very long cause I need to use the restroom so I was like what the hell. so I walk to the door and saw him use the gate to the backyard and knew it was my chance to run. I ran to the door, it was locked. I opened it with my key and locked it once i got in. -ninja- whew got upstair restroom and then straight to bed. woke up at 6pm and was like why do i hear people. mom and dad, and it was dark in my room. the thought of wth are they doing up so early -i thought it was friday already- but i looked at my clock. 6:??pm oh, that makes sense now. talked to kristine for a bit. didn't eat at all so went down got food and now im here =]I won't see her or be able to contact her for 3 days >< roar

thanks for reading guys

What the Shit?!!!

So sunday. holy day. I get waken up by my mom.
"do you wanna go to church?" I was sleeping till she woke me up.
This is two days in a row now wth. LET ME SLEEEEEEEEP
anyways mass was long...as always. Got home.
My agenda for the day was check out urban outfitters to see if the larger size looks better and more comfortable cause my small is really tight.
Anyways got home and mom asks me to text peter to go to the movies with some of my relative. Im like -what the- "why don't you just ask him yourself"
she replies "cause he doesn't respond to me"
me: -____- Why the HELL am I the fucken messenger. I don't wanna be bothered by this crap so why is it always like this.

here's the case, mom wants to watch movies with my aunt and niece. Peter works at the theater. Why the hell does she go through me to get to him. if you texted him and he doesn't respond? that means he doesn't wannna respond cause he's working, or just straight up don't wanna respond. The point is THERE IS NO JOE in the middle of this conversation. I DON'T WANNA BE THE FUCKEN MIDDLE MESSENGER. if you they wanna discuss something find a way to talk to each other without involving me. What pissed me off even more was... hahah fucken peter called me and he always has to have the last say said something like
"if you don't want to be in the middle of this, don't respond to mom. I dont even know why you're fucken pissed. If I don't respond, thats cause Im fucken working. If you're so stupid (i think thats what he said) I'll come home and kick the shit out of you"

I was actually laughing when I heard his voicemail. its so freaken retarded, both him and the voicemail. just so freaken retarded. think about the advice he gave to me. he said that I should just ignore my mom's request. wtf. if I ignore it then she's just gonna question me "Oh did you ask peter, did you?" wtf then huh? freaken retarded. I wasn't even supposed to be part of this FUCKEN conversation. I have no connection with the theater. so go to him, not me and if you guys have a problem I'll be glad to knock you out right now. The Fuck is this?! I really try to be kind, nice and humble but maaaan what is this?! how the hell am I supposed to be kind, nice and humble when some shit face breathes down my neck for something I wasn't even supposed to be part of. Im telling you the, the level of stupidity really rose since Peter was born. That Fucker could go die and I wouldn't even shed a fucken tear.

Roar!!!

It's christmas eve, hello? holiday? so why the FUCK is peter being an asshole? hmm idk gee maybe its just him. But hey, he's still an asshole even on a holiday so I could give less of a shit. What pisses me off though is how rude he treated our mom. So my mom always asks these simple questions, they are annoying but hey, its christmas eve hello? forgiveness? patience? tollerance? She is in her 40's working, comes home to make food and gets disrespected by her own son? I mean...What The Fuck..Is This. What the fuck man. You know what maybe I don't understand you, and maybe Im tired of all this shit I have to go through to get to know you. I'm not sure if I even wanna know you anymore. You have major temper issue that I've had quite enough of. Seriously though, I really don't wanna see your face again once I leave this house. The only reason Im actually interacting with you is because we live under one roof and I have no license. That'll all change in January though, I'll have my license and the only times I actually need to see your face is when I'm at home. Im through putting out all this effort to know you. I tried all my life and that got me no where. During thanksgiving you stated that my opinion was the only one that matters. I was relieved but those words mean nothing now that I think about it. You treat this family like shit. Im done with the long waits, im done with you, im done...18 years of done.

dum dum dum....NEW DRAMA!!!!!! i guess =]

so like since -ponders- thanks giving? around there~ I got into a new tv series
"The Vampire Diary's" :P but yeah thanks to ATT universe I get to record the whole series -happy- I mean I've seen add about the series awhile back but thought it was lame and didn't wanna or didn't have time to watch it. Anywho, one day I just popped on the tv was bored and it was on...so I thought -what the heck- I started watching it. At first I was a a little confused because it wasn't from the beginning of the series. I caught up yesterday so yeah! :] interesting show. Vampires, Love, Drama, and just cool special effects ^^ Its better than nothing but yeah. They're gonna have new episodes in Januaryyyyyyy! I saw a preview of it :P seems pretty intense. But yeah, go tv, drama.

oh one more thing, I love you George Lopez!, well not like THAT but like...you get what I mean. Besides~ I love someone else ^^ (cough cough)kristine :P sorry I didn't blog about it yesterday, I got lazy and stuff. That's what happens when I spend the whole day inside the house :/. The good thing is I snapped out of it and on track of things again. =]

Thanks for reading you guys =]

sigh

this hella sucks...I passed the class but wasn't accept or good enough for english 1A. freaken A; this whole remediation thing is blocking me so much ARRRRGGGGHHH. sigh freak...basically all the GE's are either filled or I can't even sign up for them. this is so pointless. As of this point I only have two classes Japanese and LLD 2 (remediation) both of them have no GE credits. the Japanese is beginners so i have to sign up on a higher level next semester to get the GE credits. the LLD 2 makes me feel like shit. i need more units -.-

FREAKEN REMEDIATION....(you make my life so complicated)...

bleh

hmm what to sayyyy... well i blew like $155 at khols and kinda almost broke right now. hmmm I'm supposed to have a study group to help prepare for my finals yet I can't find them anywhere :/ i guess i'll wait for the next one but if they i don't see them then Im gonna go home and TRY to study T-T. i gotta feeling im gonna end up lagging. sigh. besides that I have to record my voice for the christmas show for smiley. -sorry smiley- T-T i feel bad for recording for hm but the sound track needs to be done. He could still act though it'll be my voice. I guess the "Joe's" could finally become oneeeeee get it, get it? ^^ lame huh. uh well. I gotta wash dishes, sign up for a road test. they keep stealing my dates >:( sigh i was pushed all the way to January now -.- bleh.

well love life wise =] yesterday was fun even though I couldn't help you and you weren't able to do your hw due to the lack of knowledge and help -.- we didn't finish anything :/. The good part that came from yesterday though was we made some really cool "Paint" pictures ^^

i love youtube =]

check out this parody ^^ made me laugh


yeaaaaah =] anyways the trance version is okay too


Thank you final fantasy =]

weird but cool ^^

So like I all of a sudden had the Beatles in my mind. like one of their songs just poof into my mind. I thought about the song "Let it be"



and then as i was searching i stumbled upon some very interesting people on youtube. it hella distracted me for 2hours just looking up their videos :P but yeah here were my favorite ones from what i was able to look up. oh btw most of these feature two guys Roi and Alex. Roi's the best! ^^


kinda catchy and made me wanna reunite with my best buddies =]


this second one was like hella intense and funny at the same time and the song was good too ^^


MEGA LOL. I didn't know this song even existed lol made me hella laugh =]


lol what up with the wig ^^. but seriously i think Roi could pull off as a girl


he did this in the bathroom lol and used shampoo as props nice ^^ his style is cool


this was a pretty hyped up song and they pulled of the lip thing really good. ^^ i just thought it was funny

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Take me on~ ^^ oldy. the other dude looked hella serious in the singing. its just hella random how he puts on his hat and sandals and a skirt at the beginning lol ^^


this was alright

I liked these videos alot ^^ made me laugh alot. Roi's hella cooool. Alex is okay but Roi's hella into it :P. I hope they make more videos but they are in college now so i understand if they can't =] just wanted to share it with you guys ^^ <3 Funny how the thought of The Beatles let me to this :D